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It’s the waiting
the wondering
the worrying about
arrival,
the listening
the distractions
the contraptions
of the world,
covering up the sound
I’ve found I’m always here
listening for.
I never knew I wanted you
but like with most best things
you found me.
We could be alone together.
That was new.
I remember your last day.
The girls all left town because they couldn’t handle it.
(Of course, I couldn’t, either. But sometimes that’s the gig.)
You didn’t know different,
but I kept the windows down.
And there was the special trip to Wendy’s,
where I bought a big ol’ combo
that I didn’t eat.
You did.
Happily.
And the windows were down again as
we set off
a short trip
strip mall
string the parking space along
extra lap around the block
they left us alone together
shaving
a little push they let me give
And then silence. Stillness.
Alone by myself.
You live now in a box moved twice from a
buffet in the dining room to a cabinet in the basement guest room.
You live other places, too, but those’re the weirder ones.
Those’re the ones I remember first.
It’s the waiting
the wondering
the worrying about
arrival,
the listening
the distractions
the contraptions
of the world,
covering up the sound
I’ve found I’m always here
listening for.
— Kevin
Dave’s Double
I never knew I wanted you
but like with most best things
you found me.
We could be alone together.
That was new.
I remember your last day.
The girls all left town because they couldn’t handle it.
(Of course, I couldn’t, either. But sometimes that’s the gig.)
You didn’t know different,
but I kept the windows down.
And there was the special trip to Wendy’s,
where I bought a big ol’ combo
that I didn’t eat.
You did.
Happily.
And the windows were down again as
we set off
a short trip
strip mall
string the parking space along
extra lap around the block
they left us alone together
shaving
a little push they let me give
And then silence. Stillness.
Alone by myself.
You live now in a box moved twice from a
buffet in the dining room to a cabinet in the basement guest room.
You live other places, too, but those’re the weirder ones.
Those’re the ones I remember first.
— Bud Hunt
April 20th, 2018
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